I know it's a day late. I'm pulling the "Hey! I'm a mom of twins and I'm doing good to get here a day late!" card. :)
For Mother's Day the girls slept through the night. I have to say that was the best gift they could have given me! :) It would have been nice if my insomnia would have let me sleep the whole time, but it was still nice. :)
Josh made me homemade cinnamon rolls and they were quite delicious. He gave me my gifts and joked about how he knew I'd be completely surprised. This is because he had to order it from Amazon and so I knew what I was getting ahead of time since it came in with things for the girls, etc.
I asked for Corel Paint Shop Pro and a book to explain how to use all of the features. I am wanting to dabble in web design. For our 10 year anniversary later this month I want another program. :)
Andrew made me a tissue flower flower and a butterfly out of his handprint at school. He was quite proud of his creations and my flower is on display in the living room. :)
I spent some time thinking of my children's birthmothers hoping that they have found peace with their decisions and at times I wish I could tell them how great and happy the kids are. I'm so thankful for their selfless decisions that has made being a mother possible for me. Words will never adequately express how grateful I am for that.
It was a busy day with church, lunch with friends, a nap (I LOVE naps!), finishing up homework, etc. I was able to briefly talk with my mother as she was getting lunch on the table to wish her a happy Mother's Day. We talked to Josh's mother the day before so we didn't forget her! :)
Late in the evening when all was quiet and everyone was in bed I thought about my friends who so desperately want a child in their home. I remember how painful Mother's Day was when we were waiting to be parents. I hope they can one day feel the joy I feel now.
Many asked if it felt different being a mother of 3 for the first time this Mother's Day. It honestly didn't. I think that's because it hasn't really sunk in that I'm a mother of 3! Maybe next year when they are in the early stages of toddler years I'll feel like I'm the mom of 8! :)
I'm thankful for the opportunity to be Andrew, Leah and Leila's mother. I can't imagine any job that has been harder, more stressful, more fulfilling or more fun than being a mother. There have definitely been ups and downs and I'm sure many more to come but my heart is full! :)
--Rachel
3 years ago
2 comments:
My oldest son was born on Mothers' Day, so I always specially think of his birth mother that day. I understand the feeling of gratitude to the "biomothers" as my sons call them, for the privilege of being a mother. Happy Mothers' Day to you! samm
Rachel, When I think of you and your wonderful children I often think of the baby my siter in law gave up for adoption. It gives me peace to know that there are families out there who treasure these sweet little spirits.
We miss you guys :)
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